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Never Let Me Go

Never Let Me Go

Recently Patrick Macfarlane, my fellow, fellow at this dear Institute discussed on his Vital Dissent podcast the Kazuo Ishiguro novel, Never Let Me Go. In his books Ishiguro frequently covers memories, relationships and the human condition. Never Let Me Go, is a dystopian book on the meaning of individual life and how systems, hierarchies and society itself can value and categories people based on collective and ideological needs.

I suggest listening to Patrick’s podcast for an in depth break down. I will not reveal any spoilers. Only, care to elaborate and expand on certain themes. I read this book over a decade ago, just after reading The Master and the Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov. For me both books are entwined, only out of my own personal chronology in reading them. I had barely digested, or had time to think about one, as soon as I started the other. So, while reading Ishiguro, the words and concepts raised by Bulgakov kept bubbling from within my mind. Both have themes of love, relationship and good and evil.

In Bulgakov’s book, time switches from ancient to the 1930s. For Ishiguro, time is far more personal, it’s scarce. The books premise is about the sanctuary of time frames, the precious attachment that characters have with time itself.

Then, Patrick mentioned on his podcast, a personal and intimate attachment to time for him. He is a lawyer, he works hard, long arduous hours away from his family. He mentioned an incident while on holiday, when his wife noticed on the last day his mood dimmed. She asked him, “why?”

“Because tomorrow we have to get up at five in the morning and go back,” Patrick replied.

Go back.

Back, to the life he had worked so hard to build. He studied to become a lawyer. Dedicated himself to the profession, then he had to find a job, build a reputation and navigate the contrived landscape of careerism, entrenched professionals and his own principles as man. All the while, a father, husband, son and friend, the relationships on the outside. It was returning to that world, that in this anecdote, in this memory, in this moment of time, that made him sad.

To be on holiday, that reprieve of comfort, relaxation and to spend it with those we love is precious. It’s what many work so hard and sacrifice for. It’s a reality that some understand. Others, take for granted.

The sentimentality of love, the most fundamental narrative arc in many fictions, is that holiday for the protagonists in Never Let Me Go. It’s tender but bitter sweet. Short lived. Time, as we all know is a constant that goes by, for the characters in the book it’s not the time of nature that threatens their love. It’s the time frame imposed by the government of the book. The rules that serves some, profits them. But imprisons others. In this world, in the books fictional reality, this is for some greater good.

The Master and Margarita, is a book about good and evil. It has theological themes and humanises the devil, in the sense that he appears as a professor in 1930s, Soviet Russia. Written from within the tyranny of the USSR, a book that emerged like a flower blossoming from within the very real dystopia of ideological evil. The protagonists in Never Let Me Go, have no parents. They can not have children themselves. They exist as a utility. In the Soviet Union of Bulgakov, the state is mother Russia. Every person exists to serve the government. They breed, have children, families who all belong to such a State.

Humanity is capable of many things, artistic expression of human imaginings and imperial governance that constricts, manipulates and violates the individual. One, celebrates the individual, after all, it’s from one mind that it arises, seeks, asks, answers and challenges. The other, is a mob of hidden planners and doers who only do because they are paid to do so, the outcome is never as promised, but always ensures that the planners and doers must apply indefinitely while they profit all the more for it.

Margarita is the Master’s lover, the devoted. Obedient to the Master. In Never Let Me Go, the protagonists only know a life of obedient existence. It questions autonomy, agency of self. Humans do not exist solitary, we are social beings. But, does that justify coercion and organisations that rule over individuals and assumes to know how best to dominate their lives? Ideologies claim, yes. The antagonists in Never Let Me Go, would also say yes. The victims, those who want to be free, the protagonists, they have no choice but to suffer that, ‘yes’ decision made despite them by those who benefit from their subjugation.

Salvation is trapped in snippets of time, each memory, a reflection of a past when we were free, or at the very least had experiences where we over came, endured and pulled through. The moments we may ponder with affection are intimate, tender, sentimental, lost but for our own memories. That is the Never Let Me Go. Never let the memories go, the feeling. The love.

My thoughts on these two books, especially while omitting what happens, does nothing to help you understand an inner impression that reading such a thing had for me. Or Patrick for that matter. That I recall the Shostakovitch playing as I read Bulgakovs words or the taste of white tea while I pondered Ishiguro’s, are rather superficial. Or, that in listening to Patrick discuss the book as I worked snapped me back to both works, is again personal. That is the power of words, narratives, novels. They are different for each one of us. Memories from within our own life, twisted into the story invented by an author who we likely shall never meet, yet has implanted thoughts and feelings deep into our mind.

Maybe, in time the dystopia that writers such as Ishiguro warn us about will lurk beyond the mind. Perhaps to think, ponder, let alone discuss divisive or controversial matters is forbidden, or worse forgotten. The mundane of things, we now take for granted. Let alone the concepts of evil or good. The memories of dissent, the love for liberty, freedom, forgotten. The love of the natural spirit, unlearned. Gone.

When Kazuo Ishiguro was asked why his characters don’t run away he answered, “…usually what happens is that people accept the hand that they have been dealt and try and make the best of it. I mean, throughout history people have remained in terrible marriages. They have done awful jobs all through their lives. Millions of people throughout history worked in ghastly mines or factories, including small children. Millions of people worked and died as slaves. Many, many people over the years fought in wars that they didn’t believe in or didn’t understand anything about. The fascinating thing for me is the way people respond to being dealt a really bad hand. And sometimes it seems to me that if that’s all you know, if that’s the world you’ve grown up in, you can not see the boundaries for which you have to run. You can not see what you have to rebel against, and instead you just try, sometimes heroically to find love, friendship, something meaningful and decent within the horrific fate that you’ve been given. That’s the only answer I can usually offer when people say, “why don’t the characters in Never Let Me Go run away?”

 

It’s why most of us don’t run, can’t run. To where? To what?

It’s what we know. It’s home. It’s the artificially conceived obligation we must return to. The holiday is the unreal, the abnormal. At least for men who do and work, like Patrick. It’s why such a memory is fond. Precious. Why he will Never Let it Go.

Why is it acceptable to oppress? To deny autonomy? To incrementally, or absolutely devour liberty, choice, freedom, self agency? A greater good? The religion of the social contract? The original sin for governance.

Run away to where? If we did, we would be obligated, nay, forced to return. Like the protagonists in Never Let Me Go, the bitter acceptance is in knowing that some of us are owned, The others, they don’t care, they can’t care that the systems they depend on, or take for granted crush and destroy. They are separated by habit, a normalcy of it all.

The evil in Never Let Me Go, had their reasons and with all dystopia, tyrannies and oppressors it does benefit some. Profit them, uplift them. Is it moral if it forces others? If it exploits them and does so at the expense of their liberty and individual freedom?

We don’t need the devil. A Master to have evil, or to impose it. To be evil. Humans are very much capable of it on their own. The masterful truth of it, it’s so possible because they don’t believe that they are evil.

The reality is that many are the antagonists, or at least desire with or profit alongside them. The protagonist, the dissident, the hero, as in the fictions are few. As in life, the greater good, is not a moral declaration. It’s an out. An allowance to do evil. No devil, just human inventions. Ideology. Entitlement.

That’s why they don’t run. They can’t.

You won’t let them go anyhow.

Based on a true story…or not.

Based on a true story, allegedly. Or maybe not.

(Warning, violent content)

Fourteen years ago. Give or take.

He read the text message, an address. He understood where it led. The previous nights conversation with two off duty cops had been as direct as the message. He recalled the details of the conversation as he pulled on a pair of gloves, tucked a ski mask into his pocket.

The location was in a suburb within a suburb, housing trust homes and where the address led to, more government owned housing. The people there were either in temporary situations, or transitioning from prison or beyond. In some cases, they were the worst kind of dependent. Those who did horrible things, who never went to jail. Or, if they did, it was menial. Mental health, usually being the gracious verdict to allow sinister behaviour to escape justice. An excuse of sorts or, a pass.

He did not care about the system. It was after all minions from within it who had now just sent him the destination. But why? It turns out the man who resides there, had been seen lingering near schools. Again. Despite, not being allowed to. Despite having been caught. Despite there being a known victim. A young boy, his innocence violated. Damaged, physically and eternally inside.

A shrink had once told him, “a raped child, is the symptom to another person illness.” He thought about that statement as he drove through the hot afternoon traffic.

The system does not care about victims. It’s meant to be impartial. Justice. Whatever justice is. Justice is a profession. Riddled with hypocrites and wealthy people who live beyond those they look down upon. Remember the magistrate who paid a dominatrix to sodomise him because of his impure thoughts about young school girls?

If such men, like the one at the address are sent to prison. It’s to protect them. Their victims grow into adults. Their victims have families. Then, there are those out there who don’t need to conceal themselves among the rank and file of professional obedience. The pretence of protecting. Protecting who? Serving who?

He pulled up. Extendable baton in hand. Police issue Magnum boots on. He knocked. A man answered. Predators don’t have a look. They are usually common. Often underwhelming. Disarming even.

“Yes?”

Insert name here.

“Yes, what are you doing here?”

He hesitated at the answer. What if he was wrong? What if it wasn’t the right person. For those who masturbate about violence, fantasy is one thing, Execution, especially under such circumstances requires a bestial objectivity. One can’t tinker and convene with any council of thoughts. Morality is in the deed.

Behind the man, a children’s bike.

“Do you have kids?”

“No. I live alone.”

Why was the bike there. Then he saw what he needed.

Costume companies put out catalogues. For school plays, theatre companies. They have age specific models. Little girls in leotards for dance performances, little boys as magicians and so on. Anyone who had dabbled in theatre may be familiar with such trade books. They can be thick and laden with photos. Advertising various costumes and paraphernalia available. To most the photos of children are innocent.

Innocent.

Alongside a pile of such magazines, tissues, some wadded. A jar of Vaseline. Fingers had clawed into, the lid lay nearby. The man may have just finished his afternoon delight, moments before. The man asked again, “why are you here?”

He mentioned that moment to the man, the time he raped a child.

The man backed up. He did not deny. His face contorted into pale apprehension. The extendable baton released. He hit the man, hard. Across the knee. Then again. The man fell to the floor. Withered, pleading.

Often they cry. They beg. This one, he sputtered. He explained in between his tears, why. It was so long ago. Then, he reasoned it was a mistake.

The baton bent on the third hit. Unreliable piece of shit. The man on the floor whimpered, holding his legs.

For a moment, he felt pity for the man. A sense of shame over feeling sorry for the pathetic sight beneath him. It’s an unusual thing, to hate so much. To want to destroy, and then feel mercy. Even for one who could do such a thing. Even for one who had done such a thing. Here he stood, watching, hearing. It was a pathetic sight.

Sputtering bubbles of fear. Self-preservation seems to be a trait, even for those who are apparently mentally unwell to be punished. They often know how to isolate, groom, target, conceal, escape and protect themselves. They know how to prey, pick the weakest and most vulnerable and even in such moments, they know enough to plead. Beg.

The man stood up, on wobbly legs. The man even reached out, looking for support. Arm extended, hands grasping as though his assailant may help him to stand. Once up, the man cried through his snot and wet eyes, “please don’t do this.”

He looked at the pile of magazines, the bike, the wad of tissues and remembered the description of how the child appeared in hospital.

…traumatic rectal hematoma…”

A left hook. Crack, The man fell over himself. A sloppy contortion of bone and meat. People land strange when they are knocked out, especially those who have never been in a fight or are untrained. The man remained still. Barely breathing.

Twisted thoughts went through his mind. One stomp of his boot could end it. Or maybe if left in such a position, nature would take it’s course. Instead, he did something he still regrets. He placed the man into a recovery position. Letting his body sort itself out, broken jaw and busted legs withstanding. The man would survive.

The drive home was a numb experience. The regret of not doing more, though the shame. The shame of feeling pity. Such a person does not deserve mercy. That’s easy to conceptualise. In the before and after. In the moment, it can permeate through the mind. His only regret, is feeling sorry for that man. Even to this day.

Maybe justice was served? Who knows. Justice like Liberty is depicted as a woman, Virtuous, blind with scales and a sword. She is just another whore for the State. Those scales tilts in it’s favour, that sword wielded only by it. Not for justice, but to protect itself. Justice, a myth.

That man probably gives a lot of parasites a steady income. Big money in support work for such violators. A cadre of tax payer funded leaches enable, and protect that man and his kind. The little boy, he would be grown up. The moment, forever.

Not a nice one. Just a maybe, true story. In another world, it would be easier to say openly true things. We don’t live in that world. We live in one of myths. Make believe. Money is king. The innocent never mater. That man, he probably plays video games all day, eats what he wishes. Never has to work again, walks free. The victims and the community support him, comfort him. Tend to his every need.

The little boy, he probably works his ass off, and is taxed to misery, to feed it. Justice and her scale, ya see. She doesn’t work for free either. She’s a high paid hooker. The content creators moan about client lists for Epstein Island, last year a film like Sound of Freedom, triggered people. But, it’s closer to home. No, grand conspiracy of wealthy elites or cartels of organised violence. Every day people, protected. Surrounded by profiteering grifters.

Just the story of some moments in time, a tale if you will. Do with it as you please.

New Episode of The Kyle Anzalone Show [GUEST] Dave DeCamp: The Escalating Ukraine Proxy War

The intertwining of military aid, global alliances, and political positioning takes center stage as Dave DeCamp, news editor at AntiWar.com, joins Kyle Anzalone to unpack the most pressing foreign policy developments happening beneath mainstream headlines.

Trump’s campaign promise to end the Ukraine war “within a day” has given way to a more complex reality. DeCamp reveals how the administration is now facilitating a massive $10 billion weapons transfer to Ukraine through NATO allies, effectively continuing Biden-era policies while framing it as making Europe “pay their fair share.” This approach raises critical questions about Pentagon stockpile depletion and whether enough munitions exist regardless of who funds them.

Tucker Carlson Smeared with Unfounded Accusations of Taking Money from Qatar

Call it a Qatari Occupied Government?

Tucker Carlson faces accusations of acting as a Qatari propagandist as he pushes against U.S. support for Israel’s war in Iran. Carlson vehemently denies the allegations, and his supporters have noted that there’s no proof to them.

The accusations were amplified after his interview with Sen. Ted Cruz, R-TX, earlier this week, where he pressed the Texas senator on his support for a U.S. attack on Iran—a move perceived as being beneficial for the state of Israel.

As a result of this interview, establishment conservatives and pro-Zionist fellow travelers have launched attacks against Carlson.

On Thursday, Vocal Trump ally and right-wing activist Laura Loomer pounced on Tucker, citing his high-profile March interview with Qatari Prime Minister Mohammed bin Abdulrahman Al Thani as evidence that he is being paid to serve the geopolitical interests of Qatar.

Tucker’s interview with the Qatari leader was an event that drew millions of views and was widely perceived as friendly to Qatar’s positions, especially regarding tensions with Iran.

Loomer claimed, citing Foreign Agents Registration Act (FARA) filings and media reports, that Carlson had received as much as $200,000 from Qatari sources for the interview, alleging he was “controlled by Muslims” and was pushing “pro-Islamist, anti-American and anti-Israel talking points to undermine President Trump.”

She argued that the arrangement amounted to foreign propaganda and called on other conservative figures, including Steve Bannon, to publicly correct the record and denounce Carlson’s alleged ties to Qatar.

Central to Loomer’s accusations was the role of Lumen8 Advisors, a U.S.-based consulting firm receiving $180,000 per month from the Qatari embassy to provide media and communication services, according to a report by The Washington Examiner.

FARA records confirmed that Lumen8 facilitated Carlson’s interview with the Qatari Prime Minister, but there was no direct evidence in the filings that Carlson or his network received payments from Qatar. Despite this, Loomer and others circulated screenshots and interpretations of the documents to support their claims.

On Tuesday, Loomer shared a screenshot showing Carlson’s alleged connections to Qatar.

However, journalist Dan Friedman countered by noting that “FARA documents don’t indicate Carlson was paid by Qatar.”

Carlson and his business partners have previously denied the allegations. In an interview with Steve Bannon, Carlson insisted, “I’ve never taken a dime from any foreign country or anybody,” dismissing the accusations as baseless projection from his critics. His network also issued statements categorically denying any foreign funding.

As Headline USA reported last month, pro-Zionist conservatives have mounted what seems like a concerted social media campaign to portray Qatar as a malign actor in Middle Eastern affairs.

This article was originally featured at HeadlineUSA and is republished with permission.

New Episode of The Kyle Anzalone Show [GUEST] James W. Carden on Hawks in the White House

Donald Trump campaigned on ending America’s “forever wars,” but six months into his presidency, he finds himself deepening U.S. involvement in conflicts he promised to resolve. This riveting conversation with foreign policy expert James Carden pulls back the curtain on how quickly Trump’s administration has embraced the very hawkish positions he once criticized.

When asked about sending more weapons to Ukraine recently, Trump declared, “We’re going to send some more weapons. We have to.” This marks a dramatic shift from his campaign pledges and raises serious questions about America’s dwindling stockpile of critical defense systems like Patriot missiles. The Pentagon has warned we possess only 25% of what’s needed for our own defense, yet more are heading to Ukraine.

Why the reversal? As Carden explains, “Personnel is policy.” By appointing hawks like Marco Rubio to lead both the State Department and serve as National Security Advisor, Trump has surrounded himself with advisors pushing for continued military engagement. Those advocating restraint, like Pentagon official Elbridge Colby, find themselves marginalized within an administration increasingly dominated by conventional foreign policy thinking.

The situation in Gaza presents an equally troubling picture. Netanyahu has made three visits to Washington since Trump took office, proudly declaring “unmatched coordination” between the leaders while vowing to “finish the job in Gaza.” Meanwhile, figures like Ron Dermer, described by Carden as effectively “an Israeli agent,” maintain extraordinary access to the White House, ensuring American policy remains aligned with Israeli interests regardless of the humanitarian catastrophe unfolding.

Perhaps most chilling was Trump’s comparison of his bombing of Iran to Harry Truman’s nuclear attacks on Japan – a revealing connection to the president who ushered in America’s national security state and decades of Cold War policy. This conversation exposes the powerful continuity in American foreign policy across administrations and the immense difficulty of changing course, even for a president who explicitly promised to do so.

What happens when a president campaigning on peace finds himself pulled into the same imperial mindset as his predecessors? Listen to understand the forces shaping America’s role in today’s most dangerous conflicts.

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